Summer of 1987
Larry’s mother told him they could get another dog whenever he was ready, but Larry knew he’d never want one. His mother put her arm around him. “Sweetheart,” she said. “This week up at the lake will help you feel better.”
Probably not.
All Larry could think about was Shadow, how she would sit in the
back seat with him on their way to the lake every summer, her head out the window as they drove by trees and then more trees, her ears flying back like a cape. Super Dog, he called her.
Shadow. The Super Dog.
As soon as they arrived at the lake, his mother started unpacking the bedsheets and blankets. “Why don’t you go see if you can find Jill?” she said, shooing Larry outside into the sun.
Larry headed down the hill. But as soon as he saw the sparkling water ahead, he thought about how Shadow loved to run full speed into the lake, her tail excitedly wagging back and forth.
“I heard about Shadow,” Jill said, coming up beside him. “I’m so sorry.”
Jill’s family also owned one of the cabins here. Larry had known her since he was too little to remember ever not knowing her. She was his best summer friend, probably his best friend period.
Every summer they would swim in the lake, run bases on the softball field, make their own lemonade, and catch fireflies at night. On rainy days, they played Atari video games for hours in the community room. And always, Shadow would be there with them.
They stood together where the grass turned into the sandy beach. Jill didn’t try to cheer him up or distract him. She didn’t say what most people did: that Shadow had lived a long life, that 15 years was good for a big dog.
Instead, she stood beside him and let him feel what he needed to feel.